Blood on the snow

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I can’t drink caffeine at night

It sheds light on the shadows of my mind

How I feel the world that’s changing

How I feel my thoughts rearranging

 

My heart’s breaking we’re living our ghost

I am the virus, you are my host

Through all the hurt we take off our clothes

But this will die soon and we both know

 

There’s no use fixing cause we’re already broke

I love you but I’ll leave you, that hurts the most

The memories, emotions. I’ll tie you in a bow

The grey skies are above me, there’s blood on the snow

 

Today I lay gently in your arms

As I wondered if it’d do us harm

Cause, we keep knitting ourselves into this yarn

It’s such a doomed feeling

 

But I still love you so

No use fixing

But I still love you so

I love you but I’ll leave you

But I still love you so

Grey Skies above me

But I still love you so

Blood on the Snow

 

 

foggy glasses

 

It's been a blast, it's been so fast

I can’t contrast, how I've looked passed

All the things you put me through

Now in my past, I would to harass

Oh my ex lovers, when they weren't

Pulling through

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You do funny things to me

Make me act strangely

I'm childish and giddy

I find it all quite lovely

My glasses are foggy

You're backlit and blurry

I can fill the blanks

On the parts that I cannot see

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Entitled, conceited

I felt mistreated

You so strange lately

So much ambiguity

I'm Hectic and desperate

Why won't you snap out of it

Give me give me

More of your loving

 

My glasses are foggy

You were backlit and blurry

And I filled in the blanks on the parts that I couldn't see

A symbol of affinity, thats what you were to me

The base was based in dreams and not reality

And now the clouds are parting and I still like you my darling

But  projections, my projections have been brought to my attention

I don't know what to say to you

There's nothing wrong that you did do

I just need to figure my side out

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i liked you

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I liked you I liked you, the feeling seemed mutual

But you’re in a different space so the timing is far from suitable

But I still like you and it’s alright if you just want to stay friends

We may never touch each other’s naked bodies like that in the end

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Da da da da

 

I liked you but what’s more I respect the way that you are

Self restraint will be taxing on my head but I’ll try to amend

These unfulfilled yearnings they’re earning me 3 gold stars in patience

It takes perseverance to accept the truth

 

I can’t force away my feelings

Thought it through and through

Let me lick my wounds and I’ll still be there for you

Still be there for you

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Corporate contract

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I sold my soul to corporate

Sitting in my cubicle, trying to quit cigarettes

Peering into a screen typing and clicking

 

Oh they say this is success

I say that it is a test 

Can you keep your soul or will you lose control of you mind and your wit

 

They give me money

I give them my royal honey

Half of my waking time body and energy         

Is this how it’s meant to be point me at a 90 degree angle

When I’m off i’m still tangled

Round the phones I am wrangled

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Now can you tell me   

Is this success?

Is this success?

Is this success even if it sucks the rest of me?

 

I get stressed so easily so I need chocolate

I’m beginning to understand the weight gained associated with corporate

Outside the sun is shining but I can’t feel it

Cause I’m hiding in my cube cave under fluorescent,

Fluorescent lighting

 

Shut your mouth keep you eye on the screen

Hey Joe, don’t forget about Thursday's meeting

keep on keep on 

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